Getting it right.

Got a pork roast in the crock-pot that I marinated yesterday. Whole house smelling real good right now. Had a decent day today, did a little bit of this and a little bit of that. Still trying to talk through these feeling I am having with the Lord. Been dealing with a lot of unnecessary anxiety. I asked God to remove some feelings I have been having. I need to re-position myself, I am tired of dating and interacting with broken men. Maybe it's time I stop being broken myself. Fully ready to step my game up and start doing everything to the max. Put my all in school and sharpening my "woman" skills. There are things that are on my heart to do more of and I can't help but think it is the Holy Spirit urging me to put my focus on the skills that will be important when it is time to match me with a partner. Which is one of the great desires of my heart. I dont want to be some ones safe bet though. Jesus gave up everything to save me, I want I man who will love me despite the fact that I am a little crazy. LOL. In the mean time I think I will continue to focus on my family. I have no clue what the Lord has in store for me, but it has GOT to be better than what I have done with my life so far.