Gosh...

I am convinced that I am not meant to interact with the male species at all. For one I feel like that if I can't be me and it be respected there is not use. Secondly..in the words of someone else..." I'm an attention whore." I love attention, and with the world being so anti-social, it's hard to come by. Everyone wants to text...no one wants to call. Texting is all well and good, but if your not putting in work it does not matter. Text me good morning, text me goodnight...Don't let me be the only one initiating contact. I am a lot to handle. I am thoroughly convinced that the man that falls for me will be off his rocker. But I am loyal, I am supportive, I am loving, I am encouraging. I think with my heart, but my head is not far behind. I wish there was a scale you could carry with you everywhere you go that lets you know how you are perceived by those you come in contact with. Especially the opposite sex. I have a habit of the first impression being very inaccurate. Most people think I am a prude, judgemental, unapproachable...when really I am the sweetest person anyone can know. Oh well!