Sitting in the park down the street from my house. It's so peaceful out here. This is the one thing I'll miss the most when I move in a couple of months. Didn't get much sleep last night. Text war with the Ex, as well as troubled thoughts about the one I just walked away from. Men are a trip. But I'm not tryna go on vacation. I have goals to meet. Spring semester will be starting soon. I'm still looking for a job and preparing the house for my pending move. I'm utterly reliant on God right now. No income, a crazy ex husband hell bent on controlling my life, and four little people who depend on me for their every need. Right now I just need peace. So I'm sitting alone, in this quiet park.....enjoying the beauty of it all. I need this few minutes, cause after this I dive head first back in to all the applications, phone calls, and networking. I have dinner to prepare, laundry to do, and boxes to pack. So I'm stealing this moment for myself. My mother used to say "Peace at all cost!" And for me it means cutting off those who are not adding to my life, praying, planning and reaching my goals. No outside disturbances. Just peace!
Take peace when you need it, life definetly won't hand it to you. Be blessed!
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