What part of the GAME is THIS!!!!!

Today started out pretty good. I got a lot done. Laundry, exercise, grocery shopping, church......THEN....I sent out an email....an apology really. I had been interacting with a man....for the last six months. Things have recently gone south. So, because of my recent enlightenment I decided to walk away from the situation peacefully. I want to truly focus on building a stronger relationship with Christ, in hopes of Him sending a mate my way. WELL.......Me, being my usual inquisitive (nosy) self stumbled upon some information. I had figured he had some "playboy" ways about him. The phone lock, the disappearing, the turning the phone off right after I call....you know the stuff guilty people do. So I find confirmation....and I literally LOSE IT!!!!! I type up what I would like to think is a fairly respectful, yet stern e-mail. Once I was done with that, he happened to reply to my first e-mail. So I read what he wrote....which to me was a total cop out. Why is it that men find reasons not to own up to their own bull crap but want to call us out on ours...go figure. ANYHOO! I reply to that one with again, another set of respectful but "choice" words. Then I calmly delete all pictures of him and us. Tear up the picture i put up next to my bed, and now I'm trying not to become any more unglued than I already am. I'M DONE! No more dating for me for a little while. It's like men can smell when your pissed at one of their kind....cause in comes all the text messages from the ones I cut off a few months ago. I am not at all in the mood for any of this. Time to block all of the numbers from my cell and my house phone. I'm a great woman, this i know. Every man that has ever walked away from me HAS returned. Hat in hand.....But like Tamar Braxton said, "She (meaning me) don't do remixes!, Remixes are for the radio!" BOOM, and there you have it. Why waste my time giving one man multiple chances when there are other men that would gladly take on what your passing up. Back to loving me, for me. Wall back up, love don't live here, adios muchachos!! I've been watching this Trent Shelton video on YouTube.....It's helping a lil bit lol.