GEEZE!

Just completed the first of many ab workouts. MAN!! those muscles are twitching like, what just happened to us. I just realized how weak those muscle are. I think I am going to scrap the whole weight loss effort and focus on getting my body bikini ready by the summer time. Of course the running helps but I need to work other specific groups as well so one day a week, I guess Wednesdays, I will work on abs, arm, legs...something! I think I will try to reincorporate crunches before bed and in the morning as well. I have a wee bit of homework to do and then is sewing time. The shirt I was working on last night came out better than I expected. I bought a $1 XL men's T-shirt from DollarTree and turned it into a cute little halter shirt for one of my girls. It fits the middle daughter Arielle and the youngest daughter Aryn. I don't know who I am going to give it to but I seen a similar shirt on Pinterest and it had a ruffle on the bottom. I thought to myself what a great way to add extra cuteness to this shirt, so I am going to try my hand at the infamous "Basting Stitch" and see what's what. Hmm, was supposed to get a call this morning that never came. So I guess that's the end of that story. I really hate when people say they are going to do something and don't. That just means I'm the furthest thing from their mind. I deserve better than that and I would of even expected a quick text. Oh well, I will add that to the bucket of thing's I said I was going to cry over this morning. I need to have a good cry. But now that I am in a space where I can do so privately I don't feel the tears any more. I drove by the old house this morning, and it brought back all kinds of negative images. I hurt me deeply. I am tired of men mistreating me. I am a cool woman to have. But for now I find my contentment in the little things. I definitely do not want to settle for a man that does not think I am a great catch. Oh well, homework time. Dueces!