Late night

Up...I have a headache. My eyes hurt...been crying. Thought that maybe I should have a Cyndi date day.
Why do I waste my time on people who do not care enough to care about me? Tired of being ignored and taken for granted. I find myself wanting to withdraw more and more...I think I may volunteer to help with vacation bible school at church. I don't know, I still want to take my trip, even if for only a few days. I don't know how that would work with the church schedule, but I'm sure if I give a heads up, an accommodation can be made. Four more hours...