I'm a survivor of an abusive marriage, a mother, student. Just taking life one day at a time, learning through living and loving.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Today was a good day
Dinner was great. I made meatloaf, sauteed spinach and mashed potato's. The kids tore it up, I did as well. I finally got around to cleaning my room and hanging the mirror in the back room for the kids. I was supposed to clean the guest room, but I think I will do that tomorrow. I need to wash the linen back there and the only laundry I'm doing tonight is the kids uniforms. I kind of want to take the kids on a walk in the park but I really want to put my feet up and relax. I might do a bit of sewing. I'm so grateful for moments like these. I was thinking back earlier to last summer. All the meals around the table. All the days at the park and at the movies. Bowling and long rides to L.A. I hope to have an eventful summer this year as well. I sincerely enjoyed my time. Here we are in May now, and June is soon to follow. Time flies by in the blink of an eye. It's a wonder why so many take it for granted. I want my time to be filled with love, and smiles and understanding. While I was driving today, I had a little talk with the Lord. I said, I hope to find a man...when it's time that can love me for who I am. In the season of life I am in. I want to be able to be me, and not have to bend to the tune of someone else's expectation for my life. I am really laid back, I love my children, I make mistakes, I love really hard and cry even harder. I go overboard sometimes. My clothes land where ever I take them off. If I move to fast I get overwhelmed. I need a alot of attention, I require a lot of affection. I love long hugs and kisses. I'm a romantic at heart. I enjoy sitting in silence with the object of my affection as well as hanging out or partying. I would like someone who can be strong when he faces the world, but soft when he faces me. Wow, kinda got lost in the moment for a second. It was a brief conversation, I know whom ever the Lord has chosen, where ever he may be...I know it will be great. For now I enjoy my season of singleness. I am being lovingly groomed into a wife and homemaker by the creator of marriage, and all things big and small.
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