the proposal

Kids are all washed up and in the bed. Now it's my time to do something I want to do. So I will take a nice hot shower and make sure the kitchen is clean. Then I guess I will go to sleep myself. I will have a lot of time to do homework and sew tomorrow. So I will take the rest of the night off. I think I want to do something different with my hair for a while. I'm commited to the short cut but I think I want a bob for a while. I think it will be cute for the spring, then back to short hair for the summer. I dont know....it's just a thought for now. I feel like time is passing me by. But I wont give into that thought. Early during church service a young man surprised a young woman with a marriage proposal. It made me cry. I did'nt get all that the first time around. I am hoping that if God see's fit, that next time around that I will get a heartfelt proposal. It's not easy to surprise me, so I am hoping it will catch me totatlly off guard. One day I will find someone who loves me enough to take the time to do something like that. I better stop thinking about it now. It's going to go from a warm feeling to a cold one really fast. I think another glass of wine is in order.