Sunday, April 20, 2014

Real test

Tomorrow the kids go back to school! I ate a little bit more today than yesterday so that's getting better. I think it's a mental after effect of all that nausea. My mom attempted to redeem herself but that really hurt. We all need to shut off that thing that asks what about me inside of all of us. Everybody has an angle these days I guess. M called, I was thoroughly convinced he didn't care AT ALL! That would of been f'd up closure, but it would of been concrete. Nothing says you aint "**it" like no call when your sick. Whether it  was from the heart or principle....I respect that. He's the only one who called....not saying texts aren't important, but there's a difference. That difference means a great deal to me. I'm drained, my head is thumping like crazy. Lord I know your the one true healer, If it be in thy will please restore me. Help me to see what I was to ignorant to see before. In Jesus name....Amen, and on that note...Good Night ;-)

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