Blue

I don't mean the color.....This morning I woke up feeling down. I shook it off, and began my day. After dropping the kids off I went to the library to do my class work. School started today. Only to find out that I had been mistakenly kicked out of my classes. Got that corrected....Thank You Lord, and came home. I have been sulking ever since. I am faced with the decision of whether to pay my tithe and probably not be able to pay my bills, or to pay my bills and not be able to pay my tithe. I have not done either yet, but I have prayed on it and now I am waiting to be sure of my answer within my spirit. Off to have a glass of wine, then I intend to do my oldest daughter's hair since I didn't get a chance to yesterday. I'm supposed to do mine tonight in preparation for this interview on Thursday. I'm so nerves.....Already. I keep telling myself what God has for me is for me. No need to stress, but the human side of me is winning that battle. When God says to be still.....it REALLY means to be still. There's a part of me that is urging me to rush through everything. I am on chill status for real. I don't know what to cook for dinner, but I better find something fast!