Crisis Mode...

I have recently came to the conclusion that the best method of growth is for me to be completely honest with myself. Much like an addict, there is no hope of change until you admit and accept the truth. So I am dealing with some thing that I have decided to come clean with myself about. This doesn't mean I have to tell the world, but I have decided to confront it head on. Not hide from it, deny it, ignore it or anything of the sort. I am going to admit it to myself, and then figure out what to do. Next topic....I decided to take a trip to visit my uncles in Philadelphia. I am trying to pen down just when exactly will be the right time and how long I want to stay. I spoke to my uncle and he pretty much gave me an open invitation. Just let him know when and someone will be at the airport waiting for me. I am thinking I should buy my plane ticket after I have my appointment with the Sheriff's department. Speaking of which, I received an email today with a link to a 25 page background form that I have to fill out and take with me to a 1-2 hour interview on the information I provide. I have a few days to work on the form, but once I am done with the whole process I will buy my ticket and take off. Probably leave on a Thursday night, and return on a Monday evening. We shall see.....Time to journal now.....TTYL. Be Blessed!