I think I may throw up!

I barely slept last night despite being in bed way early. So today is the day I go do my background interview. I have no idea what that entails. Some have said that it will include a polygraph. Now I am feeling ill, I have developed a cough and I have indigestion. All symptoms of stress i guess. Oh well, I have on my "hire me" clothes, I'm not sure if I was to dress in formal interview ware or not so I just did. SO not only am I sick and tired, I'm having stomach troubles as well. If I do well on this step it is nothing that can be contributed to me. I'm a wreck right now and I only want to get the process over with. I pray and believe that God has a plan for me, and that He has gone ahead of me and turned things in my favor. Instead of being worried, I am going to praise God and thank Him all the way in and out of the police station. God's glory will be magnified in my weakness today, and rightfully so. Thank you Lord for letting me be an example of your grace, and goodness. To any who may read this, know that something within me has been trying to talk me out of this for weeks. I believe in God and His promises to His people. I believe He wants to bless us, It's just that sometimes we get scared, discouraged, or talk ourselves out of our blessing. Even in my fear I choose to continue to move forward, knowing He will guide me and open doors for me, Like a REAL gentlemen should. Be blessed, and whatever you think you CANT, know that through God YOU CAN!!