I'm experiencing a great deal of conflicting emotions. I'm literally all over the place. I have new views on men, love, life, and happiness. I needed to take some time to figure all this out. My kids have no father. Being a single parent, a student, a woman period is starting to wear on me. I am wondering how I am going to find a mate to incorporate into all of this. I'm beginning to lose my faith in men. Black men especially, they are tyrants, and predators. They are distant, and callous, insensitive, and emotionally retarded. What could my future possibly hold in male form. I don't want to give my heart to another man. I'm not attracted to women so that's not an issue, but I feel empty, and that's not good. I'm praying God shows me where I'm going wrong.
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