The results are in.....

This weekend did not go at all how I thought it would go. I was very overwhelmed and spent most of it in my room. I took the kids to church Sunday and to buy shoes afterwards. Then we were hungry so we went to our favorite Chinese place across the street. Tell me, WHY did two of my girls...the oldest and the youngest both spill large drinks. After the first one I was like...Okay, let's switch tables. We're kind of regulars there so the woman didn't mind. But it set me off!!! I really had planned to spend a nice 3 day weekend having fun, fun, fun with my children. Instead I screamed and lectured and sulked for the bulk of it. I am in my own little world. No one really calls me, and right now I feel like talking. I called my cousin to catch up, but the 3 hour time difference will probably keep us playing phone tag. I will try tomorrow. So it is just me.. I finally got email results from my interview. It said, "Congratulations" You have been added to the eligibility list. So I will be contacted by the hiring department for yet another interview. I am taking my test for the post office tomorrow. We shall see where that leads.....I still have this vision, this dream in my heart. I do not doubt that it will happen. I'm beginning to feel down again. I need some form of interaction with another human being. Sadly, I have no one to reach out to.....Oh Great....now I am depressed.